Sunday, 22 December 2013
This emptiness in my heart, been having this feeling ever since u left. I kept telling myself tat i must learn to live with this hard truth.
Every time when it rain, i will stand under the rain. Think of the past. Think of the days when its still us.
posted by EmoPrince @ 1:45 am
Saturday, 21 December 2013
In a blink of an eye 1 year plus of single life liao... Single life is sooo gd man, but when i see couples in the street i kind of jealous of them. At least they have a girl to love and care. Nvm, now i also lazy to find gf liao lol... Jio tat time jio till wan die like tat later break up also like wan die like tat. These kind of thing where got such thing as forever de... Sooner or later sure break up de. After i saw wad happen to my uncle's parent i more sure tat there is no such thing as forever. Married so long, so old liao. Suddenly 1 of them pass away, now the other half sad like fuck. But still i cant forget her. Haiz... This gal is 1 i will nv forget. Its not tat i'm not ready for the next relationship, its just tat no one can ever replace her in my heart. After loving her so much, its really hard to love the next gal as much as i did for her.
posted by EmoPrince @ 11:47 pm
Monday, 18 February 2013
Suddenly dunno y u came back to my mind. Every night before i sleep i will just look through our photos, thinking back the times we had. Every photo of u meant alot to mi, each photo is a moment for us. I dun even feel like looking for another gal now, i feel like i'm stuck in the past once again. How come after so long this will still happen de... If onli i can contact u. Haiz.. I'm sorry tat i loved u, i'm sorry tat i missed u. How i wish i can call u every night now... If wad i am waiting for now the fated gal then fate pls let mi meet her soon, cos i feel i will go crazy like tat. Thinking and missing someone tat i will nv be able to contact. :(
posted by EmoPrince @ 10:12 pm
Thursday, 6 December 2012
Hmm shall just talk about wad i dreamt of last night. Normally if its just some other dreams i wont post it, but this. It makes mi miss my sec sch life so much. I dream tat i time traveled back to my sec sch time. I still have my memories with mi of course, but my sch mates, my friends. They dun even noe who i am. When i talked to them, they were like, who the fuck are u? And it felt so weird, everyone who was so close to u suddenly acted like they have nv seen u before. Best of all they rmb each others, its like i'm a new comer joining them in class half way through. Hmmmmm then wad happened in the later part of the dream, sadly to say i forgot. Hahaha...
posted by EmoPrince @ 9:39 pm
Monday, 12 November 2012
Haiz after so long i realized i still have not let u go. I have been thinking so much all these time. U wan mi to erase ur existence from my world, u noe tats impossible for mi. Yes it was already a mistake tat we got tgt, but its still a relationship. 1 i cannot forget. I really wish to text u, tell u i miss u and i love u. I even wish to call u right now, but i guess u have already erased my existence. I will be enlisting next month on 12th dec, i wish i could wish u happy birthday on tat day. Hesitating if i should text u. Haiz... Of course i noe asking u to be with mi again is impossible. Still thinking if i should text u. Misses...
posted by EmoPrince @ 1:56 am
Tuesday, 6 November 2012
Today was my last day working in axa insurance. In a blink of an eye, 3 months passed. During these 3 months, we seen each other almost everyday. We chat the whole day while working enjoy tgt and suffer tgt. We were like a team. Today when i went up to 28th floor to return the excess pass, in my mind was ' sian give liao i am officially not in a member of axa liao. '. Really missed the company... Miss my workmates, miss folding letters tgt, gossiping tgt. Haiz...
Another thing is, this gal... I really dunno if its right to woo her. But i got a strong feeling, i really like her character. Shes like perfect for mi. :(
posted by EmoPrince @ 11:31 pm
Tuesday, 23 October 2012
Y try so hard to look for love in this harsh society. All the fucked gals... Trying so hard to pls the gal, wad i get in return is ignorance. Wad bullshit... Instead of find love, y not let love find mi? Gals are really fuckers i swear.
Still this feeling in my heart. It feels like a thousand dagger piercing into my heart. At the same time i feel really lonely. I need someone to talk to, i need a gf to talk to. I need her love and care. Where are u? Can u stop hiding? :(
posted by EmoPrince @ 11:33 pm
