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haiz... also dunno wad happen to mi la. today right after the conversation with her on msn about something, haiz i suddenly emo liao, dun have the mood to ply anymore. erm my friend, sry for spoiling the game. the pain tat is going around my heart. haiz... sry everyone if for if i did not respond to wad u were saying today. i just cant control my feelings...

dun wan say so much liao, tmr then cont to blog

today go school take result. finally can get out of asp liao, but sadly jun zuo went into asp. haiz... jun zuo wish u gd luck. i failed 3 subjects this time... haiz must study liao. but as for chinese, i will nv study chinese, nv in my life will i do tat.

during assembly mrs tay come then see mi like no mood. then she tot i not toking or running around cos assembly cant. then in class from 8 plus to 9 mrs tay and mr vasoo were giving out our results and dunno tok wad. then after the they tok finish then we free time ma, cos haven 9 cant dismiss. the rest was all toking, walking and running around. i was seating there putting my head on the table all the time. then mrs tay come ask mi wad happen. i just shake my head, lay back down on the table. stupid then wei lun and jia hui all tot i emoing, but actually i was in pain lo. my mouth so damn pain lo. fuck sia....... touch my mouth onli i pain liao.

after school jia hui, jun zuo and mi go to wei cong de house, i was abit emo tat time. i tried to tok with them so tat i will not emo, but ho........ mouth too pain, cant tok!!!! arghhhhhhhh....... faster heal!!!!!

haiz... mouth still so pain!!!! cant take it liao, also dun feel like toking at all.

haiz... whole day in class nv tok more then 10 sentence. dun even feel like toking at all. so they tot i was emoing the whole day, but in fact i did go emoing in class today. stupid chinese lesson again, always is chinese lesson de. today after school i an zi jian went to northpoint and chat. then we met jorine, shi hui and wei xin. since we also nth to do so we help them carry the presents for the teachers day. after tat we pei them go until interchange then they go home i and zi jian go somewhere and seat down. around 6.20 we go home liao.

after i reach home i was like starting to emo abit. i went and surf the web and i saw this peom which i tot its very nice. to the one a love, hope u like it.

How can I tell you what I feel for you?
When I think of you my feelings twist inside
As if someone's fist reached in and grabbed a few,
And turned and turned them tight and tangled. I've tried
Somehow to say: You're the sun in my sky,
The wind that takes me where I want to go,
The sweet incense that makes me feel so high
That loving you seems all I need to know.
But it all sticks in my throat! It sounds too cute,
Empty as a wrinkled paper bag.
You won't believe it! Better I stay mute
Than offer you cliches that make you gag.
And yet I wish to tell you of my love,
If only love its own locks would remove!

haiz... today morning 5.30 wake up then go school liao. i was like sleeping all the way for the whole day lo. during chinese lesson then the stupid mr zhang go ask mi seat at the corner. then because no one to talk to then suddenly emo liao. haiz.. dun wan talk about it liao.

zzz... today everyone tot i emo sia, cos i nv tok for the whole day ma. but the real reason is cos my mouth very pain lo. open onli then pain liao, so must as well dun open my mouth. so pain!!! hope can recover earlier

after school then i and zi jian go mac chat and eat. then dunno y so fast suddenly 6 plus liao. then we go popular walk walk then go home at about 7.10pm.... lolz so siok lo. nightfall le then go home "from school"

well, as i promised her. i will not think so much for this period of time, but sometimes emo abit is not avoidable for now. at least now i can sleep well. there is also noe thing tat i found out. after tat night thinking so much, i found out tat now i can concentrate on studying more liao.

and also i am going to learn more on computer. actually this is my aunt de idea. since i like computer de things so much then might as well i go buy books on computer and study them. it can be used as a skill in future too. i think it make a gd point.

haiz... although i promised her not to think so much, i just cant stop thinking of her. although now not so worse liao la. just hope i will not emo in school again lo.

today the whole day i was at home, nv left the house at all. haiz.... the time past so slow. many of my friends smsed mi asking mi y now adays i sat and sun nv go out de, i was in no mood to answer them. until my very best friend told mi tat they all tot tat i do not wan to be friends with them liao, and they were quite angry with tat. in order not to have any misunderstandings, i told them tat i have no mood to go out. haiz... hope they will understand my feeling now

hais... yesterday night i, jorine and jia hui chatted on the phone at around 10 plus. then jiahui dunno y go hang the phone, left mi and jorine onli. in the end i was just telling her how much i love "her". she was trying so help mi by asking to to go and love other people, but she does not noe how much i have paid to try and forget her last time. we chatted till around 2 like tat. tat time i went through alot of thinking, its also the first time i dropped my tears. for 6 years i have not cried. this time, the tears just came out. haiz..... i also dunno la, i onli noe i love "her".

haiz.... feel so pain deep down in my heart. u dun feel guilty leis, u feel guilty i will feel sad de leis. dunno y my feelings for u is so deep lo, maybe is because i love u love too long liao. until now, i am always keeping the feelings in my heart. the jia jun outside the school is getting more and more emotionless. 1 day after another and its now almost 2 years, for 2 years i have been suffering in pain and waiting for u to know how much u mean to mi. the pain is like an arrow piercing right through my heart, but i am already used to the feeling now.

today english mr kwa told us to do a english presentation, how i wish i can do first.
i dun have to worry anymore once i finish. then after school jorine, wei xing, shi hui and wei cong went to jun zuo house to watch happy feets. they wanted to do their project. i was like seating in jun zuo de room plying com then dunno y wei cong and jun zuo beside mi liao, then we go youtube search alot lame de things. around 6.15 we go home liao.

then i reach home i go msn chat. jorine was like keep on asking mi where is her da-sao(my gf). i say i dun have, then she keep on asking and tell mi to find one. haiz... i also dunno how to say la, just because of something i do not noe how to say out leis.

wonder wad i should do

today i, wei cong, wei lun, manpun, kai xiang, shi hui, jorine and their 4 friends went to watch rush hour 3, then all of us was waiting for wei lun until late for the movie. in the end we had to watch the 6.40 show. after the show shi hui had to go liao, jorine, shi hui and her friends all go home liao. kai xiang and manpun follow us to mrt then also go liao. left mi, wei cong and wei lun. we went to marina bay to eat steamboat. wei lun was like, dunno how to peel the prawn lo. and he so ma fan lo. everything dun dare eat. the crap he say dunno wad thing, then the clam he say very er xin also dun dare eat. the prawn he dun dare use hand take before its cooked. everything dun dare, zzz. we eat until 12 plus lo. lolz.... i actually wanted to walk to the mrt station then see wad we can do de. then wei lun was like so scared, he kept trying to walk in the middle and then became to walk faster and faster lo. we walked to the express way then wei lun say ai ya take taxi liao la. zzz.... in the end we took the taxi back home. reached home around 1 plus.

now a days dunno y i in class so sleepy sia, i almost slept for half of school time lo. a couple of days back, as per normal we were at the fitness corner. then jun zuo, wei cong, zi jian they all went up the monkey bar. onli jun cheng, manpun and bryan nv. then i see they go up i also wanted to go up sia, but the first time is always very difficult for mi. i tried so many times lo, finally i did it man. but then the problem now is, how do i go down? lolz. then a accident actually happened sia. i was trying to go down when i bu xiao xin slipped down. and i am down the monkey bar.

this thursday we r planning to go for a movie and then go eat steamboat, but those stupid last minute de people after i plan everything finish liao they tell mi can change to friday or wednesday anot. zzz. i was like: "walan way. cb lar".... then i dunno wad to do, so i told them no need go liao, they can go home sleep liao.

zzz. feel so sleepy, the math project so sianz man.... i did everything myself, i do the presentation slide until morning go school sia. from 12 to morning, so tired!!! when in school, i feel so weak, it was like all my energy has been sucks out of my body. during the geography i sleep until so siok sia.....

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