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28nov
hmm... woke up 11 plus go buy psp with my sis. around 12 went my sis de stead house put game and song and everything. while doing it, i was watching him ply world of warcraft. it was so cool man!!! its like so real and argh!!! wan to ply so much. then around 2.30 jiahui and the rest called mi ask mi to hurry. hehe... i was very late liao. then i rushed there, in the end they onli ply house of dead 4 then jiu slack slack around liao. zz... then saw the clown there also. hehe... he also celebrating his birthday, then say happy birthday to him jiu go liao. 6 plus pei weixin and shihui wait bus. after tat left weicong, jiahui and mi nia, so go mac seat seat and tok. we were laughing like hell lo, then around 7 to 8 we go home liao. blah blah then... SLEEP TIME!!! hehe...

29nov
woke up at 10 go buy school books. buy finish put book at home liao jiu go weicong house with juncheng ply liao. at there ply psp whole day, was like abit sian lo. around 6 to 7 weicong started plying mu, then i see the stupid mu thing jiu go home liao. dun wan to see tat screen. argh!!! changes my mood immediately. then at home afk msn ply psp. hehe... basically my whole day was plying psp. ya right... but no one to tok to is like very sian and quite fan sometimes...

haiz... can i have someone who i can trust alot to tok to. i have so much things in mi which i could not say out. having to store everything inside mi is like so... erm... dunno how to express tat feeling leis. its like whenever those things came back to my mind, then i tend to become speechless. no matter who toks to mi, i just get speechless. hmm... wonder who is tat someone whom i can trust alot.

hmm... yesterday slept at 9 cos so damn tired, then today woke up at 9 plus. hehe... i actually slept for 12 hours plus, really miracle lo. after woke up go ply com liao, hehe... dota of course, after tat went buy lunch. eat liao dota again, hmm... basically my whole day is dota dota and dota. tonight going to dota again. anyone interested? hehe...

curryman
hehe... hey curryman. lolz... i guess u original form is jiahui right? i yesterday saw u fly across my flat right after i hang up the call with jiahui leis. the curryman really do have ur face lo, izzit ah john? lolz... anyway toking about the xiaotyhoon ho, wonder wad will happen during the end of world leis. faster happen jiu gd liao anyway, scarely i die liao become satan de diciple. lolz... stupid thinking right?

well... while i was plying dota today, some tots came to mi. hmm... i was thinking y my everyday seems so bored without her. i seems to feel very damn fucking bored now adays, really different from last time. hmm... and, dunno y i just get a feeling tat... tat something is... missing. wad is it?

lolz... know wad? yesterday night i was dreaming tat i am spiderman in the black suit. hehe... stupid right? then erm... then she was captured by a dunno wad character. some sort of elastic man like the mr fantastic de, but got those evil aura there nia. then i was shooting web everywhere trying to get there as fast as i can, hehe... guess wad, the funny part is tat i am in singapore. i was like flying from yishun to changi airport. lolz... and know how i fought the monster? lolz... i was like throwing every plane tat i see in my sight. hehe... hmm... and something quite stupid, my whole dream was about mi throwing those planes. lolz... it does not seems to run out of plane de lo. hehe...

hmm... today whole day at home nth to do sia. woke up 9 plus on com ply dota, then stupid wind hai mi die. argh!!! the wind so strong then keep blowing at my face, then my fringe there keep tinkling my eye. cant ply properly. zz... hmm... then i look out of the window and into the sky. guess wad saw, the cloud is like so strange lo. its going round and round like a tyhoon, then started raining very heavy. the rain water is like so cold lo, like ice water. hmm... then something came to my mind. GLOBAL WARMING!!! hehe... then i was wondering wad if singapore get hitted by a tyhoon or something. well, then i was like so damn bored cos at home nth to do. so i lay on the sofa then went into some tots. hmm... blah blah blah then 3 plus go ply dota again. hehe... so basically my whole day is ply think and ply again. lolz... well, later going buy dinner liao. and also nth write liao, continue tmr ba.

hmm... today woke up at 8 go help shi hui do the flyers. sian diao lo, so hard. haiz... hehe, i and wei cong there plying all the way. hmm... after tat went shi hui house seat seat. jorine and shi hui there doing their things then wei cong sleeping, then i watching them tok until i also sian until sleep liao. hehe... then sleep sleep wake up ply ply. hehe... i and wei cong there toking about those tycoon games and some other games. then 7.30 went chong pang take salary, after tat went home liao.

well, nth do at home so some tots came to mi. hehe... hmm... at shi hui house tat time we were toking about the sixth sense. then i was thinking, how come mine seems to be the opposite of it. other people is got sixth sense then everytime really happen mi is everytime opposite of it. hehe... strange...

know wad? sometimes i wonder how it feels like to have stead. hehe... well, i guess i still have to wait long long to have tat day. very very long. actually i am just very curious lo, cos nv before ma. hehe...

aiya nth write liao... tmr zai continue

someone
tell u wad... since the feeling for mi is stronger then y did u not choose mi? u were afraid we will become like wei cong and shi hui? i guess wei cong is going to ask for patch soon anyway, its not my idea though. know wad, if u wan to stop mi from forgetting the feeling. u can and u should, i have been waiting for u to do tat. well asking mi to trt u as dun exist is impossible, cos live without u is not happy at all. from the day i started to have feelings for u, i have already decided to give u the rights to control my life. so how can i find my happiness without u? how can i ever do tat...

this post is writen for someone onli...

someone
haiz... wad for u wan to make the both of us treat as dunno each other. u wan to forget right? but do u noe tat by making mi treat it as nv meet u before is like asking mi to get depressed once again. well, u said u are afraid tat we would end up like wei cong and shi hui right? well then i guess there is something u dunno about how wei cong is feeling now. he and i had been sharing our troubles with each other for quite sometime. wei cong seems to be ignoring shi hui now, but actually he is thinking if he wants to patch with shi hui. well, and if u think i will say the word break. then u are wrong. haiz... no matter wad, i just wan to say. by asking mi to treat u as never meet before, will be the same as asking mi to get back into depression. no matter how hard we try, somethings will forever remain there. no matter how hard we try, somethings will nv change. never...

haiz... today whole day at home so boliao, watch watch tv ply ply com. nth liao. later need go buy dinner, so post alittle now first. tonight zai continue, or maybe nv continue liao tonight. hehe...

someone
ya i guess i can get the feeling back de, but tat is if someone wants to stead with mi lo. else i dun think i will go jio people de, hehe... hmm... its not tat i dun wan go jio people la, its just tat i... i dunno how to anymore. take care, hehe... and one more thing. i guess u seems to have alot to say, its just tat u dunno how to right? avoiding is not a solution lo. anyway, my ears are always available to listen to u. dun try to avoid anything k? must face it

hmm... staying at home is like so god damn boring lo. argh!!! must find people come out play liao, else whole december nth to do i will die of boredom de lo. anyone wan to jio mi go out play just feel free to call mi, 24 hours available. hehe...

haiz... how i wish when i grow up i can be a astronaut or pilot, astronaut would be better anyway. hehe... can see the earth from space, the stars all over space and all the other particlars in space. so damn nice sia... argh!!! hope tat wish will come true man. hmm..............

hmm... today woke up at 10 go pei wei cong at coffee shop cos he today last day. then seat there listen song and eat eat, help out alttle too. after work go wei cong house play unti 4.45 go out ply with junzuo, weicong and shihui. blah blah then go home at around 6 plus.

well, i think i really can give up le ba, nv think so much lately liao. but i can still somehow feel the feelings for her no matter wad. haiz... wonder when i will find my happiness. will i find it anyway, also dunno if i should stead. but sometimes see people so in love i just somehow feel jealous of them lo. hmm... dunno leis, see wad will happen in future lo. hehe...

boo!!! i am back!!! hehe... yesterday wei cong came my house sleep over night, then we were plying and watching show until 2 plus go bed. we shared one single bed, we were like lying there toking until around 3 plus then fall asleep. woke up 5.15 go change and met juncheng, zijian, jun zuo and wei lun at northpoint mac eat breakfast. after tat all go wei cong house ply com. i was like reach there around 6 to 7 jiu sleep all the way until 9plus wake up go northpoint meet the rest to go the BBQ. hehe... then tok mrt to pasir ris to BBQ. then when at city hall wan change train, one stupid cb uncle go step on my slippers and the slippers spoil. cbkia!!! reached pasir ris go buy a new slippers, then go to the BBQ pit. i at there at first is sian sian de lo, and its like i whole day so cold lo. like going to sick like tat. when walking to the BBQ pit i was like damn sian and sleepy lo, so zip up the jacket on song walk alone in front. then at the BBQ pit walk around wait for them to make finish the tent. after tat went and rent bike cycle around, then i cycle cycle until damn tired jiu go back the tent sit sit. who knows tat i actually fell asleep. hehe... then sleeping hear the damn irritating jun cheng de voice was like so damn loud lo. feel like standing up then give him a punch, but sleeping then wan wake up cant wake up. hehe... then after tat dunno wad happen the tent like flouting like tat, it was like got tornado then i in the air like tat. lolz... so i force myself wake up, onli then i know they shifting the tent direction. hehe... then i go help out with the charcoal thing and everything, was like standing there make the food make dao abit dulan liao lo. argh!!! so hot and somemore my grandmother still call at that time, adding fuel into the fire. nb... then go back hide in the tent until go home. hmm... then when night zi jian and wei lun went home liao then we were like taking photo, then the girls suddenly say wad got strange feeling and wad ghost ghost thing. then we were like, where got strange feeling sia!!! hehe... after tat take bus go pasir ris shopping center and eat, cos at the BBQ onli eat 1 dunno wad, 1 chicken wing and 2 bites of a chicken dunno drumstick or wing. hehe... then after tat take mrt went home. then no need say, of course after this i wan go sleep liao. so damn tired lo.

argh!!! my leg so pain lo, 4 blisters liao. the stupid new slippers so hard. damn it!!!

zijian
sorry ah... nv go the match. i was like no mood to go for the match at tat time, so postpone it ba. hehe...

slept at 3 plus then stupid dream hai mi wake up at 6 plus. argh!!! then cant sleep liao. i guess the dream is coming true lo. everything seems so alike with my dream. then seat there day dream until 9 plus go work. haiz... someone seems to be ignoring mi leis. then at work keep day dreaming, then whole day nv work properly. haiz... so many things in my mind, can i have someone to tok to? nth seems to get out of my mind. haiz... i guess somethings can nv be changed, it can nv stop.

hmm... haiz... today when going to work i was thinking, how would it feels like when i am dying. wad will happen if say i got a illness now, then going to die soon? if tat happen, wad will be the last thing i wan to do... i guess i noe it already, but cant say here. haiz... how i wish tat day will come... wonder how hell is like. if become satan or any evil lord gd right? then can spread to whole world, then everyone will live in darkness and fear. muhahaahahahahahaha!!! TAKE OVER THE GOD AND RULE THE WORLD!!!! hehe... no more geography text book no more blue marble, more of black marble. muhahaha...

hehe... noe wad? i was thinking about all those war games and stralegy thing, then i created a nickname. call mi 'shadow conqueror' hehe... nice right? from now on in dota my name is 'EvilDarkness'. both this name nice right? hahaz...

someone
are u trying to ignore mi? pls dun do tat, cos i will die de. mi changing nvm de la, not a big change anyway. onli become abit like those evil evil thing nia ma, nth much actually.

haiz... today 2 plus went out ply with jun zuo and jorine. then ply half way rain rain, so went to void deck seat seat. then 4.30 jun zuo and i went home, and jorine dunno go where. reached home go find techno song and ply ply ply. DOTA!!! hehe...

hehe... getting crazy lately. well, guess tats the only way i can stop thinking ba. haiz... some of my friends were very curious y i suddenly like to listen to techno and y i somehow changed alittle bit. did i really change anyway? hehe... well, i maybe tat is for mi to cover up something ba.

someone
i will not break the promise de. fang xin...

haiz... nv sleep again, cant stop thinking. feeling so damn down. they say smoking can release stress, so i was wondering if i can take up smoking. haiz... but even if i wan to, who would help mi buy anyway. zz... last time i did not smoke cos of someone. one word from her and i dropped my idea of smoking, but now... haiz... who would care anyway... i hate god i hate god i hate god i hate god i hate god i hate god i hate god........................................ argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

argh!!! today whole day nv do anything lo. at home alone will think alot, so i alone went to np and walk around slack slack. at np i was smsing her, then well, cos of her words i shall drop my idea of smoking ba. then slack slack until 5 plus go home serve web. i was reading about the art stralegy at war... hehe... pretty boliao right? i was thinking of learning more about stralegy, well, thinking cos i like war games then learn more next time jiu can win more easier liao. hehe... somemore if ply online with friends can COMMAND THEM!!! muhahahahaahahahahahaha!!!!! hehe... i going crazy right?

around 7 go buy dinner then eat eat until 8 plus go take bus go slack. i reach there then clownie take mi to the staircase talk talk, tell mi dun smoke and some other things.. then think think, i guess clownie is right ba. since i promised her before not to smoke, then i should not break the promise. and other things, well, dunno leis. hehe... blah blah then slack until 12 plus go home. haiz...

someone
haiz... hope ur love with him is eternity. u happy wo jiu happy. hmms... wish u gd luck.

nv sleep yesterday, feeling damn tired. haiz... after i tot so much yesterday night, i think there are many things tat is beyond ones control. wad is all this love love thing, i think its pretty hurting lo. haiz... i dunno wad will happen in future la, all i noe now is tat the onli girl i like is HER. since she have found her happiness, then wad can i do? after all, loving someone is to see her happy right? haiz... i dun seems to be able to forget her lo, nth seems to get out of my mind. haiz... she have found her happiness, then wad about mi? i guess, i dun wan to look for another girl le ba. i dun wish to stead but with her still in my mind lo. hmm... i think if i dun wan stead, then going back to my games would be a good idea ba. anyway there is nth i can do right? haiz...

someone
still angry ah? sorry... haiz... wad more can i say. to say the truth, i dun wan to find another girl is cos, well, firstly cos i still cant forget. secondly, i dun wish to repeat all this again lo. so, happiness? hmm... i still dun think i can find it for now. well, i guess someday if someone really like mi like the way i do towards u, then i think i will stead ba. aiya who noes wad will happen in future. gd luck to u ba.

woke up 9 plus today see the clock see wrong, see until 10 plus liao. then i go rush to work, onli did i noe tat i was damn early. 10 o clock nia, zz... after work went celebrate jun cheng birthday. go buy cake, flour and egg smash on jun cheng face, in the end everyone also kanna face abit. jun cheng the worse. haiz, wasted lo. nv go take jun cheng de pic when he covered with flour and everything. hehe... after tat dunno wad happen, hehe... then 6 plus go jun cheng house ply psp until 8 plus go buy dinner home.

then after i reached home i saw chin gay at my house. i go whack his chin again, whack until he go call his mother come find mi. then i go sai his mother on chin gay de chin. hehe... after tat i found out tat i am on the bus dreaming.

haiz... recently started to dream of someone again. felt more and more afraid, wonder y? haiz...

well, today woke up 8.30 then go school take the booklist and see go wad class. haiz, dunno y the mood abit different leis. although same class as weicong, junzuo, bryan and quite some others, but dunno y still feel someone missing in there. haiz... actually i noe, hehe...

then after tat went northpoint play house of dead 4, then met up with bryan, jiahui, jorine and shihui there. go eat eat then seprate again, all go take racket ply. hehe... jiahui followed mi home then we plyed a dota match there first. who knows we ply ply ply then late liao, so we rushed there lo. then ply ply ply until damn tired lo. the sun is like so strong lo, hai mi cant ply properly. then ply half way a bunch of stupid curry come wan ply soccer. lolz... then one of them go kick the ball hit junzuo de racket, then junzuo de racket fly away. hehe... blah blah blah then went home at around 6.50. reach home no need say, PLY!!!!!!! hehe...

jiahui
walao jiahui sian lo, next year not same class as u. haiz... nvm, i school reopen everyday go find u. hehe... take care

jorine
ei guai girl girl y u not same class as us... argh... i go whack the chin gay liao la.

yoyoyo guys.... i am back... first for yesterday de. hehe... yesterday nv post cos came back very late then very lan duo write, hehe, so today post yesterday de and today de. well, yesterday went to jorine de dunno who de birthday party. before tat around 3 to 4 plus went to jorine de house there play play. hehe... jiahui, weicong and i there lame lame. lolz....... then blah blah blah.... then saw jorine play the piano then i also curious wan try try, argh, then so hard to ply lo... argh.... then weicong and jorine go take the banana eat beside mi. zz... nvm about tat. after tat went to the sembawang park for the birthday thing. seat seat at the beach and the playground then go walk walk. and guess wad... we saw jiajun dead there leis, i tok a photo of him dead. maybe putting the photo up next time ba. then dunno wad time i, weicong and jiahui went to mac and eat eat chat chat. dunno y suddenly so fast 12 plus liao, jia hui went home then i and wei cong there walk home. walk until 1 plus then reach home, then no need say sleeping time!!! hehe... tats all for yesterday ba...

haiz... today go work work, not much people today also. then after tat go drink drink, dunno wad is tat la. but drink dao abit hot hot de. hehe.... after tat seat there do nth until 6 plus go home. then go home no need say liao, ply of course. but before tat hehe, i went and search for the black magic thing. but nv go in, onli see the front page nia. then erm, nth liao lo. sleep sleep ply ply...

haiz... today to damn sianz, not much people eating at coffee shop today also. after work when safra with wei cong, then slack at yishun park until dunno wad time jiu go home liao. walan at home nth to do lo... ply com until sian dao going to die liao lo.

those plying the dota match on 21nov
hey brothers... train hard leis, on 21nov i trust u guys will ply according to the tactic we tot of de ho. train hard and take care...

someone
haiz, toking about trust. wad should i do to get your trust? i had been wondering for so long, but still i dunno how to. y cant u just trust my feelings? i mean, y would i hurt u when i loved u so much lo. haiz... take care ba.

jiahui
yo brother... heard u not going to the bbq on 21nov, y not? its going to be fun u noe, scared no one entertain u izzit? hehe... dun scared, let ur brother mi entertain u on tat day. another thing is about dota. so hows ur dota skill? can fight mi liao ma? lolz... kidding onli, jyjy

jorine
ei guai girl girl... i guai kia tats a fact lo, u can nv change a fact. hehe... k la, i paikia nvm. hehe... take care ho

today wake up around 9.30 then go meet wei cong and take bus together go work work. not much people eating today lo, then too tired almost fell asleep at the counter. hehe... after work then when home straight away. played dota and td with wei cong and jia hui until 5 plus, after tat i too boliao then go ply td myself. play until 8 plus then go eat dinner, whole day is like a damn boring day lo. haiz...

jorine
hey... guai girl girl, dun everytime go think so much leis. useless thinking so much.. must stay happy ho. and i tell u i not paikia ho, i is guai kia. take care

wei cong
eh, dun sleep so much la... later sleep until u cant wake up. hehe...

jiahui, weicong, junzuo, zijian and weilun
tell u guys wad, i thinking of getting back to becoming a dota siao... so if anyone of u wanna have a 1v1 match with mi, just call mi. i will accept without giving it a second tot. hehe.... u guys train hard too ho.

nth to write liao leis... continue write next time ba.

heyhey... long time nv come in write liao, actually is nth to write la.
currently working part time at coffee shop with jorine, meiyee and wei cong. stupid wei cong everytime not sleep jiu ply mu, go die can liao. wei cong... one more thing i wan tell u. this is not for all mu players. wei cong... i hate mu, so dun say mu this word in front of mi. after work wan go ply mu jiu go, no need stay de... stay liao later there keep telling mi u wan ply mu... argh!!!

enough of those stupid mu liao ba... haiz... holidays seems to past so fast, so fast already 7th nov liao. 14th nov going back school take booklist and class. after tat going to jump around again... hehe... i miss jumping in school so much. i think i noe how to do handstand against the war on the floor liao lo, want to try in school liao. hey my brothers, hope u will stay longer on 14th.

and on 21th nov... class BBQ!!! looking forward to tat day. actually looking forward to tat day for 2 things. 1 for the BBQ, the other 1... hehe, not fan bian to say. class BBQ zi jian, wei cong and i planning to go out at 6 plus to eat breakfast at mac then slack until everyone ready to go for the BBQ... hehe. anyone interested to go with us just sms mi ba. the more the merrier...

haiz... the church event, sian diao. must go help them draw draw, sianz... somemore must draw until the size of a majong paper, zz. event faster end jiu hao liao, no need everytime fan mi go to the wadever stupid meeting. the meeting just to say a few things. zz... and hope faster sec3. sec3 then the church people no need keep calling mi fan mi go church liao... very irritating de lo...

no more church thing liao... haiz... recently i heard many things and saw many things. some gd some bad, mostly bad de la. erm, some gd things... well... got new hp, started hanging out with some dota pro friends more often now. bad thing... haiz, too many... but there is something i heard tat i... dunno y somehow got very angry. aiya... dun tok about tat liao la, later make mi angry again. hehe.

jorine
heyhey.... tell u i guai kia liao lo... hanging out with paikia does not means i will also become bad de lo. right? guai girl girl... hehe

jia hui
hehe... i think we really must be brothers in our last life ba, looks like we can read each others mind all the time. lolz... so hows ur com? still lagging? hehe... relax, dun whack until the com spoil leis. must be patient u see. and hows ur dota coming on? ur harbinger and ur ogri magi? hehe... try hard ba, jyjyjy. anything ask tat master of urs ba, but i give u my 100% garantee. he will come ask mi de. lolz....

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