Thursday, 22 September 2011
how are u doing? must be busy for exams ba? my exams are coming too, but i really cant concentrate. wad to do? these days without u, everything seems so meaningless. i am constantly missing u, i cant help it but miss u. i miss u. do u noe? i pass my FIT and BA exams, but there is no one to celebrate this with. i am not feeling happy either, cos u are the onli 1 i wan to celebrate with. did i went across ur mind? did u think of mi? did u miss mi? cos i really do... whenever i miss u, i will take out the notes u gave mi. reading them makes mi feel happier, well at least while i'm reading it, it will really brings mi back to the past. everything will replay in my mind.
during work alot of the aunties have been asking mi about mi and u. if we are still tgt. i just told them its just the same, cos i really dun wan to face the fact tat all these is happening. u rmb si kun? she asked mi too. we wanted to go for a kbox session tgt with u. she asked mi to ask u, she said i am ur bf so it will be better if i ask. well...
a few days back i saw this gal, she looks so much like u. even the way she wears... the moment i saw tat gal, memories just came flashing back. i wished i could go and just hug her tightly and tell her " i miss u ", but i noe tat is not u.
sometimes i asked myself, y am i still holding on? i really dunno either... i onli noe i love u and i miss u.
posted by EmoPrince @ 4:23 am
Monday, 5 September 2011
haiz lost interest in life, life is so boring all of a suddenly. i dunno if we are still counted as a couple. dear i still love u, i still love u alot. everyday i will think of u, think of ur beautiful voice, think of how u will breathe so hard when u sleep, think of ur hug, think of ur kiss, think of everything about u. how long have we not contacted each other? haiz... i'm waiting for the day u will contact mi. miss u so much... haiz... sry dear... gd luck for ur exams... hope u do well. i will always be here if u need mi... and i mean always.
sometimes i really feel like giving up on everything. i really hope i can just die off the next moment, all my troubles will end. no more sufferings. y did i came into this world to suffer, how stupid. haiz... will god grant mi a heart attack now? life seems so meaningless...
Friday, 2 September 2011
haiz miss her so much... wad can i do if this is wad she wans? nth... haiz haiz haiz no mood to do anything!
posted by EmoPrince @ 12:12 am
