Monday, 5 March 2012
i used to ask myself, wad if one day out of no where u appear in front of mi suddenly? i guess i have the answer. i will stone there and memories of us will come flashing in my mind. maybe tears will drip down slowly. well i noe tat cos just by looking at ur photo gives mi this reaction. wad will happen if u really appear in front of mi? haiz i admit i really still miss u a lot, but i have no hope tat u will come back and talk to mi. sometimes when i start to think of u, i really wished i could sms u.
i think u should noe tat a few days back i actually accidentally pressed on ur name in the game draw something. i kept trying to delete the game with u, but yea u noe it cant be done. i tried to delete cos i noe we already said to not contact each other, although i really wan to break tat promise, but yea i cant. i was hoping u will respond to tat game, in the end u just resigned. haiz... although it was abit expected ah.
i did tried to move on, but every time i start talking to a gal, every time i start trying to flirt her, i will think of u. my interest in tat gal will end. i guess i just have myself to be blamed. y do i have to be so loyal to this relationship? y must i love u so much? y cant i be just another typical hongster? y? y? y?
nevertheless, i still hope u are leading a peaceful and happy life. every time i go to a temple or when i pray at home, i will pray for ur happiness. i will also do it for every 11.11. its abit stupid but i really wish u are happy, so yea.
posted by EmoPrince @ 12:40 am